~Make Mistakes Could Lost Everything You have~

Why mistakes could let people lose something important.
It will also could let you lose someone that is important to us.
Is that good if we didnt even make a mistake ??
I wish all of the mistakes that i have made could disappear but it's too late.
I ruin something that i shouldn't.
I didnt't trust my bestie and still blame her for something.
I just wish one day i could let her know that i never give her up for so long.
I just want to replace everything good to her.
She has the right to angry me cause i've done something terribly wrong to her.
I won't give her up untill she forgives me.
Is there still a chance for me?
I hope one day you could come back to me,
even thought i've known you don't want this relationship to go on.
I still got to wait for you cause you are too important to me.
From now on,i wont give you up but i'll keep moving on my life.
I hope there is still a chance for me.
I felt so sorry to you that i could treat you so bad.
This is the punishment i should got.

Mistakes are the worst thing to us.
Don't ever make mistakes to anything.
It will let you lose something important even our own family.
This is what i've learn from mistakes.

~ I Think It's Time For Me To Let It Go~

Actually,this coming tuesday i'm going to face to face with her but at the end i realise that i can't.She doesn't belong to me anymore.She's in abother world and i don't recorgnice her anymore.I was being stupid this few days.I keep thinking that she is still caring me but actually she don't.Things are just making me insane.I never wanted to give up this relationship cause i thought we might gain back as well.I was waiting this moment to over.I really really can't stand like this bullshit condition.It's killing me! I just hope to get her back but i don't.I think she won't belongs to me anymore and EVER.This is our faith that fade away so easily.I should accept what had happened and i should appriciate what i've got right now.No matter how hard it is , this is gonna end.I won't be acting like and idiot everyday because of her!! I've got to move on !! What i can say is i'm sorry to what i have done to you for last few years.I can't replace the good to you.THIS IS END!

~I miss You~

I need you real deeply.I thought this is end but it doesn't as long as if i didnt give up.I know i can get you back with all my hard work.I know you still care about me eventhought you hurt me.I know you are not willing to do that to me.I know you just say it too fast cause that time you were solving your problem and i just keep annoying you.I'm really sorry.I just hope to get a chance from you.I will appriciate you when you are back to me.I want to give the goods to you.I want to replace everything good to you.I know i have been treated you bad ever since i met you.I'm really really sorry Jowey.I'm regret now.This is a punishment to me.