This IsThe End Of "US"

We are end right now.I can't believe you could just give up our long lasting relationship.When you told me "we better dont gain back",It hurts me deeply.It feels like a knife suddenly poke into my heart and it is bleeding till it is unstopable.If you dont mean to hurt me you should have said this to me,"SORRY" is not the word that can cure my bleeding heart.You make me down till i cant laugh seriously.It makes me feel so tired,feel like sleeping the whole day and never wake up so that you won't appear in my brain anymore.Everyones can understand my feeling why you are the one that don't understand me??? You wont know how hurt it is and you wont know how much tears i dropped because of you.I'm the one who is the most stupidest people in the WORLD.I shouldn't met you in my life.If there's no you in my life and there wont be so much sadness.I wanna renew my life.I wish i could go to Australia right now and never come back.I wish to forget you not even a little that shouldn't i keep.From now on , i'll not going to disturb you unless you make it first but it is impossible that you could do that.


~[END OF "US"]~

ATTENTION:I'm Gonna Be Myself (Back to Normal)

It's That Wrong If I'm Childish ?
It's That Wrong To Be So Childish ?
It's Wrong If I'm Too Serious.
It's Wrong If I'm Too Childish.
I cant Put Together Into Normal Mode.

I Am Who I Am,
I Cant Change,
What You Guys Want Me To Do,
I have Change Alot Because Of Friends,
I Did What I Should Did Already.

Even There's Something That Funny ,
I Didn't Even Laugh,
I Just Think It Is So Childish,
Even I laugh It Is All Fake,
I Can't Even Have A Real Smile.

Everytime When I Started To Joke Around,
The Frst Thing That I Will Think Is "Is That So Funny"?
Because Of You Guys Make Me Dont Have My Own Life!
I Dont Even Have My Happy Life Anymore!!

~Life Is Meaningless To Me Right Now~

*I FallForYouWithSudden.

I thought i could hate you more but it makes me fall for you more than i hate you,
I tell to myself that in my heart you are not belong to me anymore but it doesnt work,
I thought i could just wash you away from my mind but it fails,

When i sleep,i dream about you everytime.
Everyday,everytime,everyminute and everysecond.

After i dream about you i just only realise that you are so much important to me.

Althought,i'm not important to you anymore but you are still important to me.

When i saw you ,

I really think to talk to you,

The eyes of mine keep looking at you,

It will never stops untill you are dissappear,

But you are not going to dissappear untill you are belong to me.

*I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT . . . . . . .

I MISS YOU A LOT J****

YOU ARE NOT GONNA BE WASHED BY MY BRAIN AND IT WILL NEVER AND EVER!